At 1.48pm, Y called me in to her office for some talk(s). I was right about it from the
start. Sometimes my woman instincts can be really scary. It always come true!
She proposed to me that I am going to either take the N1s or Tods next year for
my class. Yes, she did asked me for my preference but I was told before by the
rest that the decision is still up to her. & i understand that to the centre, I am still
an unexperienced teacher. Thus, putting me at the preschool level can be quite
a risk to her. Hopefully my next year bunch of children will be better! *Cross fingers

Anyway, I realized I have not shared any happenings with my N1B children in my
journal before! So lets talk about the Early Years Mooncake Festival @ NCS!
We intended to bring these little ones to the outdoor playground for a picnic.
Unfortunately, it started to pour that morning! So we went to 8th storey where there
were only one office unit with very little staff working im & out for a condo view picnic!
hahahah!


Thats my cheeky, cute and sweet little ones! Sometimes they make my hair
stands! But sometimes they really make my day! That is why i love children.. 
 
 

a small little part of me do wish to have my social life back. 
my life been so dull and boring. i am not living a life like any other 19 year olds do.
even though i love children but i am really beginning to wonder whether am i suitable
in this career. lots of thoughts are running my head, its gonna burst soon. i need a gd
break. i want some shopping spree, late night parties & most importantly, laughters..

but on a happier note, i'll get to see mdd tml. 
i really really hope everything will go well for him tml, esp his health! (cross-fingers x100)
give it your best shot pal! you can do it! :D

my urinary tract infection is killing me. ouch~!
tml is another hectic day with my ten little monkeysss.

i am so freaking tired. i think i ran to the toilet for more then 30 over times today? >.<
Stupid urinary tract infection! No matter how much herbal tea and water i flush down
my throat, its still the same. Arggg! This is killing me! I feel like taking a long long break..
Can someone save me please?

HAPPY POTTY DAY!

 
Happy 19th Birthday Huivon! 
Time really flies. Looking back, I have already left nyp for almost a year. 
Yet, I am glad the four of us are still able to laugh and talk like how we used to.
Esp sweetie & i. I really miss those times when we talk & talk & talk in tutorials,
lectures, in toilets (haha!), nyp library, when we are out, msn and phone. 
But am still glad that I had a night spent with them! Better now, cause I am 
working in Grassroots Club. kekekeke!

whats wrong with all these people? 

'Hello, is this uhmm, rend-dee?'
(Sigh, another idoit who dunno how to read my name) 'Err, you meant Renee?'
'Yes, Renee. I am calling from the Model Agency. Do you rmb you and your friend
called us up in 2007. But you did not turn up for the interview.'
(Ooops! Wxsie, where are you!) 'Oh yes. I am sorry about that!'
'Its ok. not to worry. We can always schdule another interview with you again.'
"Sorry. I am already employed and I am not suppose to take up another job out there.'
'I see. Not to worry, many of our models here are not full time models. Would you like to try?'
(Liews, shake this lady off man. I dont want to take those bridal photos with weird guys)
'Really sorry. I am not interested!'
'K, bye!' 

OMG! starting so nice then when her objective was not met, she just cut me off like this. 
haha! but its so funny! out of the blue while i was trying to get some sleep then they call me up.
Then as usual, when i told mdd, he used his silly assumptions and kua zhang-ness again. 
He say until as though I ambeing recognise to have potential in becoming a model. oh pleaseee! 

I rather stay put as a preschool teacher and be the children's super top model. kekeke.

was just looking through this article that i found in my resource file about
communications. i broke down after reading it. it is so true, so applicable
to what we're facing right now. i dunno whats wrong with us lately, we just
cant seem to get the message across clearly that we want to express to 
each other which will then cause miscommunications & misunderstandings.
& that's when the tiff, arguements, high pitch of tones & wrong use of words 
began. maybe cause of the induced stress, sleepless nights, fever, flu and
chest pains I have been encountering lately? or is it just something missing
bwt you & me? 

sometimes i just wish that you could give me a little more attention... 
(those kind of attention that a girl needs: sayangs & all) maybe insecurities
have been overwhelming me & making me feel this way. esp now when 
we're so far away & there r so many things to get used to.

dunno if you know how much i love you & mean to me, dear..

i feel flushing HOT! & as though am carrying a 10kg bag pack on my back. 
i hate falling sick esp at the wrong time. hope i dont collaspe later in the mrt or
do anything stupid. my head is spinning like crazy, 270 degrees...

i miss my girlfriends many many! ppl like fran, wxsie, sweetie, dearie, matt
and serene! i wanna get rid of all those projs & assignments and meet up with 
them. its time for girls party alr. so so so long since i had one... 

i dont need to breathe harder neither do i want to cry under my blanket anymore.
i am going to be alright. we all get carried away, go through roller coaster rides.
i'll get over it in the end, i am sure i will.

that silly dumb dumb face. kekeke! 

i woke up this morning having the most 'wondeful' surprise received.
my computer was 'sick' & refuse to listen to me. thank God its okay now.

my wish came true! been always wanting to go on an unextraordinary outing
with Macho Dumb Dumb instead of always gng for movies & shoppings.
went to the Spore Philatelic Musuem with Macho Dumb Dumb to carry out
some research for my project on bringing children for a field trip. kekeke.

i hate the sound of the alarm! this week have been experiencing the 'early marathon',
waking up at 5plus in the morning everyday when i only get to sleep after 11. 

i just wanna get by this week quickly. clear all the projs & reports. arghhh. 

woke up with a bad dream this morning, & it was a really bad one this time. it felt 
so real & i am beginning to foreseen it coming alr. (maybe i am thinking too much,
i certainly hope so too.. sighhhh)

all the best, renee! ya can do it! when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. 

dunno if ya gng to read this. but am gng to wear the pair of black heels ya chose for me 
for presentation today, as promise to ya earlier on. in it contains the wishes & cheers 
ya give me.. <3

Happy happy happy fiveeeee! 

Lately, mdd & i have been munching lots of good food. lols! from new york new york
to xin wang hk cafe. we just cant stop eating ya know. haha! funny how it seems, but
we get joy & laughter from food. 

Caught PS I Love You today at Lido Shaw Towers - other than some parts which was 
quite messy. I think its a heartwarming & sweet movie to catch, I love the last part esp. 

Some parts moved us to tears. BUT... there was this lady sitting beside us crying non-
stop. (she was literally weeping away luh) The funny part was she blewed her nose 
real hard so many times. haha! (so bad of us to laugh at her) >,<

Sometimes there's only one thing left to say out of the millions & billions of words
in these world. That is - PS, I Love You...

I score an A+ for my PP101 report! yayyyyyyyyyyy!

today is the beginning of mdd's exam. its also gng to be my most hectic
week of the month. lots of proj & reports are coming up my way. thinking
abt a holiday break, there's not even one for me so soon. >.<
KEEP GOING R'! Gotta keep on movingggg & tryingggg..

 
Send this little encouraging & motivating note to mdd today before he left for sch. 
Ya can do it, dear!

Same to all of my other friends who are having ya semestral exam this week:

GOOD LUCK & BEST OF LUCK!